Dwelling in possibility

Olsens Anon

I like(: hee hee OMG I JUST REALISED GOT UNDERWEAR AS BACKGROUND. ***IGNORE THAT PLEASE***

CHARrrrr, WHERE’S ME CHRISTMAS PRESSIE AH! Nv get for me. I WENT MUJI TO GET FOR YOU!! : ( : ( hahahahas.

WHOO! Went T3 with half the CG today and it’s really awesome to just laugh and have fun with them. Really wanted to jump the Bouncy Castle you know!!!!

In the Valley of Jerico, and I know I have yet to reach my own Promised Land. But I will rise up, and take charge. (: I think I am ready to spill.

Whoa, my post is so random. : D

Ok final last words, there is a pink tint over the way I am looking at life now. HOPE IT LASTS FOREVER.

hee hee alicia

hotogezhuo

Star

LOL. This is like only ONE of my FAV scenes of YB.

Have you got a star in your life too?? (: Hehehe

 Post is in honour of YB ending! BOO HOO. ):

left to go,

Alicia is back, at least a part of me(: The happy part.

Good things happen to people who smile!

Just painted my nails in memory of char so you can guess what colour isit now. Its sucky. hahaha. Should see me 2nd finger. SMUDGED 5 seconds after putting it on.

Changed my parting to side.

Cleaning up floor of me room cos if its whole room I might die.

And I’m also changing my style.

Maturity does not come with age, how come when I woke up today, I felt like I’m older then 17? I don’t feel like being stupidly stupid anymore.

alicia : D

thirty-five breaths

OMG... HAHAH

Nutella dip HMMMMM~

Are you drooling yet??? Cos I AM! But I think I would need 4 of those nutella dips to be satisfied. HEE. Eating like pig at home cos at work, I kinda starve to death. Kind Aunty at work always share with me food. (: But next week, NO MOREEEEE. Start working at the burger side, NO MORE FOOD!! ACK): Sad life.

 

   생일축하합니다! (: Shine brightly ok?

 

I’m thankful I’m breathing and alive. Tmr I will start cleaning up my life. AKA MY ROOM.

AH YB finally finish. (: My fav fav fav drama of all time. I will buy the DVD to rewatch for 16 X 1 hrs. And the OST to put on rewind. (: < And I like “sukkie” alot too. LOL. haha <3333

Am numb to all, unfeeling to those things that hurt me. It will appear in my life manymanymany times and I know I can’t be 100% sure I will be not hurt. At least, I know that I can rebounce back after being hurt. (: Hee hee.

Ahhh, really miss alot of people.

Sometimes, I wonder if I will be happier if I died. haha.

alicia

still learning to respond

vaseline on your eyes?(:

Hanged out on my own today! hahaha. I went Muji ( after walking around for half and hour then found it, just 5min walk from my workplace) AND BOUGHT RUBBISH I TELL YOU. hahah Fiona would know that. I bought 2 drawstring bags, and food (duh). And then walked another 15min to find a seat in ION to sit down and read me book. I have become a loner EH BUT ITS FUN ONCE IN A WHILE. I still miss…stuff. hahaha(:

Ep 14 of YB is so awesome, really tying up the loose ends albeit a little quick : ( sad sad sad its finishing. And stupid GMN and TK ah.. :// Downloaded YB OST 2 songs. Super nice ok. And I found the score for Without words. I will learn how to play it! WHOO!(: If you want the songs just tell me(: Spread the YB waveee! haha

The ache in my heart has not gone away, but I feel alive cos of it. No problems, no God to think of. hahahah(: Read some hurting stuff today, perhaps the person doesn’t know it, but really had my hopes up that  person would at least balm my sadness, but no. To me surprise, I smile(: hahaha. Hmm..

Thank God I have God. My one and only pillar in this storm of emotions. Aishiteru You!(: haha(: –_–

Looking forward to watching Supernatural  Paranormal Activity with Team Long Legs and no 1 team!!! Maybe Case 39 too. I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING MY GUTS OUT. hahaahah!(: Maybe I should go watch the love show starring jennifer aniston alone. Feel like it. ; D

alicia.

 

Well, there you go//

kaleidoscopeeyes

kaleidoscopeeyes

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REALLY REALLY like these series of shoots. Sitting is so fun dressing up!(:

Been lazy in drawing etc. Gonna pick up the zig pen and start unleashing my creativity. I miss the days when romance blooms between my pen and paper. : D whahahah. What am I doing being like a stupid sheep not going in the direction God wants me to go?? Stupid stupid me. hahah!

Haha, last post proved my point. As if the whole world cared the damn about my problems right. I need affection and attention cos I am not a damn robot. But I give up la, I can’t be bothered liao. 
We are all hurting one way or another, we  are the same inside yet we yearn to be different.
haha(:

Yes yes, I am feeling really bruised up inside. hahaha. Due to many things.

I guess we are all going our different ways, I know it, I can sense it. One day, there won’t be a “alicia” in their world. hahah(: Guess I’m used to it.

Gosh, I sound defeated don’t I? I am. Really. I suck at relationships, I f suck at it. hahaha

But who says I can’t continue this race? I still have 2o, 3o, 4o, 5o more years to go.

If I have to walk alone, then so be it. hee hee

***

My star is really just a human who shines brightly no matter where it goes.

(:

Siok and they all surprised me at work today! Really very shocked you know!! Cos my cap cover half me view, so only saw nick and siok at first, then lift my head! WAHLAO, got like 4 more ppl. Scare me sia.(: But made me happy, at least for then.(:

Working again tmr.

alicia

 

eternal somewhere

too late

Honestly, I am at cross roads too.
I wish I could be stronger. But I can’t seem to say out what I feel.

Just let me drown.

jaslyn

“Turn every setback into a comeback, every disappointment into a new appointment and every stumbling block into a new stepping block.”

Gotta pray more, QT more, fuel myself with faith.

I will not let people’s biasness put me down.

Seriously, seeing her like that makes me so so angry. If I talk about who deserves it more, the answer is obvious. So angry that she got what I want so badly, and what I worked so hard for so easily and quietly, that when I knew of it, yes, I admit jealousy came like wild fire. Then sadness because I’m so damn disappointed in myself and them. Feeling really broken and hurt now.

Don’t feel like blogging le.. Maybe when I feel better.

:’ (

 

PIG RABBIT

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christmas pressie OMG OMG OMG.

shining and shining ***

I guess work isnt as ok as I though it out to be.. My boss sms-ed me some pretty hurting smses today.. I’m just gonna bear and go to work happily. : D I’m not that to enjoy but earn money for building fund. Of course, I would wish it is more fun.. Gonna go to freddie’s burger next next week, Boss say my timing suited there.. ://

today was a pretty sad day at the end.. I can’t help but compare..

rah.

nvm, I will endure.